On the Nature of the Self teaching by Mark Griffin exploring the totality of being and the nature of consciousness.

On the Nature of the Self

Embracing the Totality of Being: The Impossible Nature of the Self

Pacific Palisades Woman's Club Los Angeles, CA February 9, 2013

On the Nature of the Self by Mark Griffin explores the true nature of identity, revealing the Self as pure consciousness beyond body, mind, and conceptual thought. Through this illuminating talk, Mark explains why the Self transcends all concepts, qualities, sense perceptions, and even the mind itself. He introduces the idea of the totality of being—a state where all qualities arise simultaneously while remaining void of any singular characteristic. This advanced teaching challenges conventional approaches to understanding the Self and invites practitioners into the ultimate realization of spiritual truth.

Duration: 36:12 / 9 Pages

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IN THIS TEACHING


In On the Nature of the Self, Mark Griffin presents a direct and penetrating inquiry into the fundamental nature of identity, revealing the Self not as an individual construct, but as the totality of consciousness itself. Rather than approaching the Self through psychological analysis or conceptual understanding, the teaching introduces a form of “reverse intuition,” in which attention gathers all aspects of experience—body, energy, mind, and pure awareness—into a unified field, while the Self remains beyond all of them.

Griffin emphasizes that the Self cannot be grasped as an object. It is beyond perception, beyond thought, and beyond the senses, yet it is the ground of all experience. This insight aligns closely with the direct recognition described in The Recognition of Consciousness, where awareness turns inward and apprehends itself directly.

A central experiential metaphor in the teaching is the sense of merging into a sphere or drop of consciousness—an everywhere-present reality that is both intimate and infinite. This “point” of awareness is linked to the Blue Pearl, explored more fully in Rupa: The Blue Pearl, representing the condensation of universal consciousness within the individual continuum.

The teaching also maps this realization through the dynamics of bodhicitta, describing the convergence of white and red aspects of consciousness within the heart. These frameworks provide orientation within the body–mind system, yet Griffin emphasizes that the Self itself cannot be reduced to any structure or mechanism. It is not located in the body, but expressed through it.

A key theme is the simplicity of realization. The Self is not attained through effort or sequential practice, but recognized through a shift in attention—an ability to hold totality without fragmentation. This requires a relaxed, non-linear awareness, where the mind’s tendency to divide experience into parts is released. As this deepens, moments of dissolution occur naturally, where the sense of individual identity falls away and consciousness abides in itself.

Ultimately, On the Nature of the Self reveals that the seeker and the sought are not separate. The Self is not something to be reached or acquired—it is what one already is. Through direct recognition, supported by breath, attention, and the force of love, the illusion of separateness dissolves, and awareness rests in its own infinite, unconditioned nature.

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